made it race against time

 

Tidy the wardrobe and ’stock check’  my clothes and all accounted for. No missing ones.

Mom: Dilah, baju dah banyak dah takya nak beli baju lagi.

But i’m still searching for a nice bohemian dress since last year. I’ve seen a few but none to my liking.

Random msn convo with Dolly Lloyd. Sounds so gay lah,dude. Talk about random things. From ‘how ya’ to ‘its our last year of poly’ to future plans to old flame and etc. Get over with me&hs, thats so secondary school. Oh, Dubai is made up of Arabs not Indians. LOL! Its like saying that China is made up of Japanese. Get the idea? Yeah, like finally! hehs.

Future plans. Hmmmms. I have a couple of plans in mind but have yet to transfer it to ink&paper. Still contemplating as to which is the ideal one. Somehow, I know what I want to a certain extent but yet I’m keeping my options open. I know, seems a bit confusing. Lets leave the future to the future. Will figure it out along the way.

That aside.

The situation that I’m in reminds me of the book written by Paulo Coelho, The Zahir. So, am I feeling the energy now and spreading it or am I not? And that leads me to another question…then, is this the time? What makes this the time and the previous one not? I mean, whats the difference didn’t it all leads to one thing? What makes this time more desirably right than the previous one? Which leaves me with one thing…TIME. As every seconds ticks, comes the minutes and the days that I’ll be living till I reach the time. Till that happens, I shall keep on living till that time comes.

And and and…I wanna catch Ayat Ayat Cinta on the cinema. Releasing on May 8. Any takers…? Just give me a buzz, i’m always reachable through phone almost 24/7. So, don’t hesitate cos even how busy I am I’ll be there but must make appointment with me in advance. Its a first come first serve basis. LOL!

Another brand new week ahead all jam-packed with group meetings, skills lab assessment, skills theory test and etc. At times, I ask myself am I living a life or is my life living off me?

~ by dilah r. on May 4, 2008.